year 2006

i have spent 7hours before i did one topic of the happy package...
n here i am,coming online once more...
is it because of the drawning of the year-end so that i am so emotional?
hmmm...should i also do a recall of what have happened in e past one yr?i miss 2006 though we r still in 2006...its a year which i will not forget easily..maybe some details will be drift away by time but e memory will be lingering in my mind...

Jan
-came to HCI
-orientation
-69
-wallgame
-mass dance

Feb
-a girl called xs entered my life
-going out
-talking
-slacking
-crying

Mar
-my birthday
-presents
-a period of ups and downs
-a mixed feeling
-there is dramatic changes in e class

Apr
-i joined calli?
-xs s birthday


May
-LEP camp
-a turning point

June
-i cant remember

July
-playing
-studying

August
-received a card unexpectedly
-a nice meal
-some gifts

Sep
-mom s birthday

Oct
-promo
-MAF
-Openhouse

Nov
-op
-trip to China

Dec
-it mean for study,but did i?

there r so many thoughts i have right now...i cant organise them in complete paragraph that makes sense....

i like sociable beings
i like funny people
i like active ones

becos tts not what im filled with...

the class 69 is e reason for me missing school sometimes.
i love this class unexpectedly...

so many of my friends left to Australia n some r going to US next yr..
whr will i be e yrs follow?

there is an ending of a relationship
a running away from a relationship
and a period of waiting for a relationship

its a happening year,so unexpectedly..
just realise that the frequency of using this word is high in this entry...

n i just start to wondering what life i have had actualli?
did i realli try to study hard?yes,i did...but tts onlia after i have wasted almost 7 months...tts a lot in a year..
my cousin is applying for u nowadays..
she has two s-papers,one nus research paper,high SAT score...
n what do i have?
life is like tt bah...
its not like what i have said,i ll onli concentrate on doing the current things well,i didnt do tt at all...

cca...did i realli put in my role?
i think my cca leaders must be v disappointed of having such exco...
n through e calli teacher said i have some sort of talent in calli..but i have never practiced other than e cca times...who to blame if i cant write well?
is this e attitude i should have in order to become a successful person?

actualli im not going for to become a successful career woman.
all i want is a blessful family and a happy self...
isnt tt easy?
no,tts not easy at all,tts all it takes in life...

am i a strong person or a weak one?
i have labelled myself with each of them before,but i dont even noe the truth now...
i think there wont be a definite character for eveyone bah..

am i petty or am i generous?

am i kind or am i evil?

am i pretty or am i ugly?

these r all things that wont be definite for everyone..
y seeking to know the ans?

happy is when u feel satisfy about life...