God,i need u..

i was blogging abt "i love beijing"
but after reading someone s blog...
i feel like a change of mood
i just feel like talking abt things

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
hmmm...actualli i have also doubt abt some of e things she said...but i think its a better way t0 not think abt so much...to me.God is a support when u r weak...it may be like some ppl said tt religion is just a human's blieve,which we call faith..religion can bring ppl energy n encouragement.sometimes when ppl have wicked thought,the thought of tt there is someone with u may put those thoughts away

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
well...tts what i understand of religion bah

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
yup... but then the thing is God is real...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:and christianity is not jus a religion...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
It takes faith to believe something there when u cant see...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Some ppl claim to have faith, yet in their hearts its empty

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
to them, God is something out there but unreal, jus a figment of their imagination

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
It takes a real personal encounter for one to truly sense that God is real...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
it is hard to differentiate wad is real and wad is jus our imagination...

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
maybe im just a baby-christian bah...but to me,i can sense God onli when im having a hard time...

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i donno whether tts enough cos i didnt experience more than tt yet

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haha

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
God works in many ways that we cannot see

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
u know that day i charge ur phone?

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
i tried for 1 hour

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
i cant charge...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
then i jus start to pray abit...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
jus in tongues... in a few minutes i managed to charge it le

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
haha

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Like wad she said we cannot determine when coincidences happen

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
yep

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
how do we know

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but when coincidences happen too much

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its not a coincidence anymore

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
but the problem is, whenever we pray coicidence happen

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
ya..maybe not totally what we wish for...but its still gd

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
She said y people become succesful without God

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
its very simple...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
God's Word is always true, reap wad u sow

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
it does not only happen to christians

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
God's Word is for everyone..

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Then is there a need for God?

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
If u are able to understand that it was God that had planned all this, yet don feel thankful its very self-centered...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Its like ur parents bringing u up, yes though the child may be disobedient, yet the parent wil still care for the child

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Its funny the way she puts it...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
she sort of agrees to the existance of God, yet refuses to admit that God is real

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
haha

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i donno leh

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
like so many things happened when im away

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
not really

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
i din know also until yesterday

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
o.o

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
you have to stay strong in ur conviction loh...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
everyone has to make that decision... whether to believe that God is true or not

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
To stand in the middle is jus bringing trouble to urself only.. =)

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
hope huai huai will udnerstand

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
actualli my heart get stirred when reading cd s blog

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but i understand what i believe in~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:n i noe what i want

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
wad u mean get stirred? o.O

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
u ask me anything bah... i don wan to stumble u..

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
i just mean like sometimes i just dont feel e presence of God during service,so i feel restless...

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n sometimes i cant feel e presence in daily life too

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but God touches my heart too

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like when i was in China

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
e day before i came back

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
i was in e bus to a place

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n e sky is v unique...its like there is a hole(white) in e all blue sky

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
there is no cloud tt day so e sky is all blue

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
i just feel like there is someone up there oh

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
then i start to miss church v much

~~~Mengjie~~~I'm BACK!=) 说:
n God

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
i sometimes too find it hard to feel His presence...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Yet He says draw near to Him and He will draw near to u

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Pastor always say

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
ur mind moves fast, yet ur heart moves slow

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
God wans to touch ur heart

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
not ur mind..

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Sometimes it seems like He is not there at all, but actually He is always there...

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
the times u don feel like praying or praising God, the more u shld do it..

@rRmaGa3dD0n : : 梦境 : : With you... the love lasts forever... also with You.. : : 说:
Praise is a sacrifice,

to choose whether to believe is like a decision in ur life...
it determines ur life...
hmmm...i had worried abt how am i going to survive after pledging to e building fund...
yet,i noe now tt God realli blesses u in many ways...
like what someone has once said,we may be empty-pocket,but we will never be in lack.
yes,n im not empty-pocket,i have more than sufficient...God realli blesses me so much in all ways.