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hmmm...
y am i becoming somehow a bit miserable/down/pessimistic these days?
is it becos of entering e realistic life?hmmm...i miss e days in beijing where i dont have to worry anything but just eat,sleep and play...
i feel v luan4 now...
whats next yr going to be like?
hardwork+hardwork+harkwork?
hmmm....
seriously i became dislike Singapore's living style...
its a busy city,a fast living-pace society...
we have to think before act...time seems to flow and also seems to be stagnant...
could i just slack through e days or should i start to work hard?
e decision is not guaranteneed...
aiya..i donno what im talking abt...
haiz...