blieve,treasure,hold on...

Im so deeply in blieve with that God has a plan for every single one of us.
N i simply cant count how many times had He talked to me...i acted according to His words,and everything worked out fine.i was impressed times to times when pastors shared about the same things He has told me in e later on days....morever,He reminds me the importance of things He has placed upon in my life before im going to face extreme challenge...n there is always Him there "caught me in the mercy fallout"...

n I'm going to treasure the things He has planned for me in my life more ever than before...

y Devil succeeds in things they do? because their words are so sweet to hear.
But we noe they are there to disrupt and destroy our lifes,so never surrenders to them...Hold on to Him...
When the world seems to stop its motion, there is still Him...

It has been such a long long time since i last blogged...cos i didnt online for long time!>.i guess my eyes will hurt tml cos im here onlining to write LEP compoT.T....y e teacher gave us extra to do...i objected!
Today was one of the saddest days i have ever had...didnt realli talk to much ppl...T.T
think i was in my own world bah..
the feelings inside of me were something which i would nvr want to have again...
but,isnt tt what makes me a living human being?
well...guess i would rather stay as a human being bah...not horse-.-....specially addressed to someone......donkey!white-nie....
hmmm...dont want to remember of it anw le...am i having short-term memory?yes,certainly i am...

kk...starting to write essay!

empowerment

Have had a wonderful day..
though it started with me unable to do works, it is still a blessed day....
cos the encounter wif God in the afternoon empowers me....
n Dr. Bernard s preaching is realli gd!

as a result, i finished my alcohol n carbonyl tutorials in around 1 hr plus time!
powerful right>
hehe..another reason is cos of the msg recieved in the morning...
they are realli a fantastic "gd morning" to me...=)

going to do maths n phy this afternoon..n I nR...o.O....

blur n guilty me....

What's call a sleep?
the ans is sleep from 6 plus pm until 7 plus am...
well..tts a luxurious thing to do in this period of time...
as a result,im feeling guilty....
especially when i cant do any works right now in the morning..
well...

the conclusion is tt im feeling guilty and blur!
T.T

is sleeping a gd thing or a bad thing?

i realli cant do anything right now...how?
i can foresee myself realli frustrated tml...


I miss u a lot right now...
haiz....
what shall i do now?

"When I'm weak, you are strong."
Plz help me to hold on and stay strong...

Today started off with me missed my bus and alighted at the high school bus stop and nearly late for morning assembly..
LEP lessons today isnt realli normal..n the reality of the society struck me in face once more...
maybe we were realli living in a "beautified" world...
we cant do what we want in life but we must enjoy what we do...peifen told me this yesterday...ya...true...but its hard, so as to learn the way to be a person..

If we are not mean to be together, we will be separated long ago in the first half of the year...
i have been praying today on the bus to school n back home...
i ll be by ur side de...
you are the first person whom i realli put down all my pride to seek for reconcilliation when there are problems aroused.
I really appreaciate to have you be with me...sometimes i just feel im not as gd...just like today...
shall not talk abt who is right or wrong bah....there might be no one's faults at all but words cant be taken back once they are out.I have acknowledged the harsh actions on my part and apologised immediately after i realised it. Although i still dont agree with the things he did,maybe the way he did things bah, i understand its not my right to say those harsh words.i apologise sincerely once again for my words and actions.

Lean on His power...
i remembered there was once in the service where pastor shared about not to focus on the problem but the solution...becos focus on the problems will only discourage u more.
He gives us empowerment but not to rescue us all the times.
faith=soluition
fear=problem


It's great to play badminton wif u...n the dinner is nice=)

yelaoshi shared with us a lots of her experiences...they are realli enlightening bah...n its realli the true life...


out of a sudden, i cant differentiate people...things and all...
life is a dream?
hmmm....

salvation is here and he lives in me

Gob above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
I dont care what the world throws at me right now
It's gonna be alright
Hear the sound of the generations
making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know your name
It's gonna be alright
Cause i know my God saved the day
And i know His word never fails
N i know my God made a way for me
SALVATION IS HERE
SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME
SALVATION IS HERE
SALVATION THAT DIES JUST TO SET ME FREE
SALVATION IS HERE
SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME
SALVATION IS HERE
cause you are alive and you live in me




have just had conference call...but its onli me n peifen...does it still call conference call?hmmm...lol....its okie bah...as long as the purpose is there....praying just now feels great...its the first time im praying in language but not tongue bah...n i realised its also good to pray in language...=)i was feeling a bit awarkward at the start but everything just flowed out naturally as times goes by...
and there is peace in my heart...

i will never regret of coming to know God and made the salvation...
and recieve the Holy Spirit...

salvation is here and he lives in me,salvation is here...

Firework

tonight's firework may not be the best scene i have seen...but yet,inside of me....no other firework can compare to this..

its nice to lay ur head upon someone when its getting too heavy to carry..


Although i sweated a lot, i would nvr want to be apart from u..
its just like no matter how much i have teared inside,i would nvr choose to leave u...

i wont deny the happiness u have given me...
they are so real...

i want to be that bone taken out of u...

have had a great day out...
there are difficult times but they are there to testify us...n for more understanding...



gd nitez!>.<....

shut down

i seem like shutting down my emotion from the World recently..
all the feelings are burried inside...who else can feel it beside me?
it seems to remind me of lots of thing
but im learning to not reveal tt much of my feelings even though my heart is aching...
is tt gd thing?

guess its a gd thing bah...
it my sadness..its not gd to have it impact on other ppl' lifes...
just like what miss claire said when discussing abt e abortion issue..
the mother is selfish and she doesnt want to make her child suffers due to her selfishness..so might as well not let e child come to this world..
but there is difference..


i would not abort my child,if i have one in e future , due to tt kind of reason..
but rather, i ll try hard to change what is not gd in me..
changing always take sarcrifice.be it to the gd mean or bad mean..

ministry

had been kept busy since Sunday's service...didnt really sit down and write down my thoughts... Sitting in Hall 8, i was really feeling terrible after singing with an empty stomach...it had been almost 24 hrs since i last ate a proper meal...n i cannot concentrate on what pastor. Mike was saying...
n i know my attitude is bad to u at tt point of time..i know it but i cant control... T
his kind of feeling always come to me in my life..n it makes me feel worse as expected..
I didnt expect myself to go for the ministry after the service at all cos i was realli stoning after stepping out of the hall.. thank u for the hotdog...it makes me feel better=)
n then elaine and shifu came,elaine shared quite a bit with me about the ministry.. so out of no whr,i felt like tearing and i wanted to go to the ministry..
what happened later on is really what i count as a miracle to me... i may not have believed what this ministry can do in our lifes totaly but now i do.
Upon i step into the hall, i feel wholelly new and refreshed... n teared quite a bit during the whorship... Took the step out to the alter call with faith, i experienced something i had nvr have before.. cried... yet i felt relieved later on...realli relieved...(n it lasts till now=)i have stopped feeling tt stressed now compare to earlier on and i actualli started to read bible more>.<) There were 3 ppl around us not feeling well and ppl went to pray for them n there is something unstable inside of me, i felt like crying again yet it settled as i focus on whorshipping and praying...it indeed feel new and gd...
i will continue to walk with Him.... n him.... =)


physics lecture!!!yeah,another long day is waiting for me... yet i know there is always people there for me...