ministry

had been kept busy since Sunday's service...didnt really sit down and write down my thoughts... Sitting in Hall 8, i was really feeling terrible after singing with an empty stomach...it had been almost 24 hrs since i last ate a proper meal...n i cannot concentrate on what pastor. Mike was saying...
n i know my attitude is bad to u at tt point of time..i know it but i cant control... T
his kind of feeling always come to me in my life..n it makes me feel worse as expected..
I didnt expect myself to go for the ministry after the service at all cos i was realli stoning after stepping out of the hall.. thank u for the hotdog...it makes me feel better=)
n then elaine and shifu came,elaine shared quite a bit with me about the ministry.. so out of no whr,i felt like tearing and i wanted to go to the ministry..
what happened later on is really what i count as a miracle to me... i may not have believed what this ministry can do in our lifes totaly but now i do.
Upon i step into the hall, i feel wholelly new and refreshed... n teared quite a bit during the whorship... Took the step out to the alter call with faith, i experienced something i had nvr have before.. cried... yet i felt relieved later on...realli relieved...(n it lasts till now=)i have stopped feeling tt stressed now compare to earlier on and i actualli started to read bible more>.<) There were 3 ppl around us not feeling well and ppl went to pray for them n there is something unstable inside of me, i felt like crying again yet it settled as i focus on whorshipping and praying...it indeed feel new and gd...
i will continue to walk with Him.... n him.... =)


physics lecture!!!yeah,another long day is waiting for me... yet i know there is always people there for me...