=)

hehe...i suddenly feel tt my blog entry yesterday a bit bad leh...
cos e taxi driver i met today is such a gd one!
he explain to me which hallway can come out through through which part,so now i noe i should go home from KJE....
lol...he is so friendly n helpful...

went to sk s birthday today....hope he likes e pencil box...i think e design not bad lah....just e material is e same as his current one...

its getting late...im going to sleep
=)

disappointments

Today is friday...
n there r a few things which disappointed me a lotz..
shall talk abt two of them...

the first is so called e 'secret' kept by some ppl...n other ppl became sad abt it...
this kind of secret will surely be known by all ppl sometimes later...
since ppl already noe there r such secrets' existence,n some ppl eventually noe abt it also,n e person involved in e secret is not aware of it even he begs to noe...then y should these ppl make e friendships with so many ppl who wanted to noe badly sour?isnt it silly to affect ur friendships with e others just becos of this little thing?

my sentence struture is bad, but its ok since i understand wat i mean...lol..
for me, i would rather stand neutral...n i dont want to noe abt it anymore..
whats e point?i just dont understand...

n e other is e experiences of taking cab....
i took cab back home today cos was v tired after pe,n i just dont understand y e same route can differ in price from 10-14 excluding e extra charges..
n i saw it clearly tt each time a different taxi driver will drive in different route towards e end of e ride,n some circles one round before reaching my house...
well..some may say tt some taxi driver r not familiar with e road,so we have to give them chances.but y am i always encounter with such a thing?isnt it happening too frequent?
thus,what kind of service is this when the government has been trying to increase e standard of service of taxi driver?especially what im asking for is just e basic service-get e route right!
n e worst case i have met was e ride i took wif my cousins.we just wanted to take e cab to bukit batok to catch a movie..n can u imagine tt e driver took us to bukit gombak?its one whole stop after bukit batok!
sometimes i ll just tell myself im blessing e drivers...
but is this way call blessing?
i feel its cheating.

but again,what more can i do?


lalalallalalalalal.....
anw,e bridge played wif yj,xl n lp was so fun!=)

my life!

i have got a conclusion from these few days of bus ride tt i ll not get a seat if i take bus at around 6 or 7 pm from school....T.T
so sad.....
but nvrm...
though school days have been busy and tiring,i still feel awesome to be in school...
realli happy tt i chose Hwa Chong despite of e fear of loneliness at e beginning...
n also thank God tt i can stay...

what makes hci unique is e 2 weeks orientation.angel n mortal game,STJ,JTS,dramafeste,huang cheng,n all sorts of concert by various cca group...n of course e class benches...
=)
i feel so blessed to be in such a shool...


n another thing is tt i bought a realli cute n pretty box of sweet from 7-11 today!
its so cute loh...i think i ll keep e box for a v long time...
haha...
its ex. for a sweet....
2.90
hmmm...but i was going for e box mah
hehe

the height and weight machine has been changed in the school...
its now a v hi-tech one which measures our height con weight by censor,n its actualli connected to a laptop...
well...
its kind of weird to c it in e poorly furnitured dance studio....hmmmm....

yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its a friday...can u believe it?
haha...
n i have been late twice this week i think...
there was this special day when i was feeling dizzy and strengthless,i fell asleep onli at KAP n i actualli overshoot by 3 bus stops
T.T

anw....i love my life!
though its so busy n tiring...
hahaha

Forever friend

A friend walk in when the rest of the world walks out.
somtimes in life,
you find a special friend;
someone who changes your life just by being part of it.
someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop;
someone who makes you believe that there realli is good in the world.
someone who convinces you that there realli is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.
This is forever friendship.

When You're down,
And the world seems dark and empty,
Your forever friend lifts you up in spirits
and makes that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times,
the sad time, and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away,
your forever friend follows,
if you lose your way,
your forever friend guides you and cheers you on.
your forever friend holds your hand and tells you
that everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry,
you have a forever friend for life,
AND FOREVER HAS NO END.

xsalbum

These r from ahshu's album...

i started to noe this girl on e bus ride we had together n talking abt e colour of e umbralla Hello Kitty takes..
well...n she forgot e ans.

haha..so u must have already noe her character..

i used to think of her as a v dao person cos her face is always "black black" de..
plua e pair of si yu yan...

lol...
n i forgot what she told me of how she thought abt me...well..negative ones...

we seem to have known each other for long time,but we were not realli...
n from her,i saw how slack rv girls can get to be.
pon lessons,schools n activities...

haha...

so many memories.

i love 69 so much becos of e ppl,especially two..
n one of them is her...

she realli forms one big part of my J1 memory...
it sounds gross,but i miss her....

from e beginning to now

It's onli till now did i realise dhow emotional i could get...

69 in e beginning...

then 5 kim flowers...haha donno how we came up wif tt name...

the three of us playing chapter...haha..n in this photo my handsign is wrong...lol

me n th

me n this woman...T.Tu cause me a lot of emotional ups n downs in 2006 k?

now came 07s69...

they r a fun n enthu bunch of ppl=)

n i actualli miss e seniors...

us in secondary school uni. except me.

girls!

guys!

i love 69.becos of e ppl...from e beginning to now.

camp fire

Today is a happy,crazy but tiring day.
its not v happening in e morning but just usual lessons n breaks...
everything started off with e few of us went to watch this movie called Blood Diamond.
its so so so nice!
i love it lah...
its abt the conflict diamond in South Africa,i dont actualli noe how to describe it, however, it did arouse some awareness in us tt it costs lifes to actualli have e supply of the diamond which most of e girl dream to have.
n another thing is e appreaciation of being borned n living in a peaceful society.

n heard them talking abt all sorts of interesting of e army when eating before going to e cinema...
i love tt cinema...i like e design of the wall n everything...
beautiful!

n later on when we get back school(we took cab),we joined in e fun of e camp fire...though its raining,the atmosphere is still v high!
however, i feel it would be better if everything carrys out in e central plaza...haha

went to eat wif e junior class.
after walking a long way in e rain,we then realised tt place is closed or too many ppl,which i didnt bother to ask..so we decided to all sit down on e floor inside e plaza n bought mac. to eat..
then played games together...hehe...its fun.

however, as we got ready to go home,we realised how hard it was to hop on an empty cab...
y do i say tt?
its becos when so many of us r waiting for a cab,which can take us back home fast in e rain at such a late timing.however,it seems like tt all e cab driver ignored us n continue drove on...
onli did my mom called me then i realised what was going on.
she said tt its no surprise tt we can flag down a cab at this hour cos e drivers wanna earn e mid night fare which is after 00:00...
whether its true or not, i feel disgusted by it.
we waited 20 minutes n walking from places to places in e rain trying to get a cab which can help us out, however,it didnt happen untill then tt we finally get through e telephone line n called taxis...
by e time i reached home, my fare is 10.60 plus 5.80...
-.-
the driver took a longer road loh!
>.<
so cheat lah...
it reminded me of last time when i n my cousins took cab to bukit batok n he actualli got us to bukit gombak,which is one stop further...

i donno whether they will feel happy even if they did earn e extra mid night charge.....

Angel N Mortal

there was cca exhibition yesterday...
i was exhausted....
as a result,i slept from 10 plus last night to 6 in e morning...
n onli did then i realised i was late for school!!!!!!!!!
i rushed out of my house in 15 min time counting from e moment i opened my eye...
haha
tts astonishing...
lol

i enjoyed writing to xs...
i can write of a load of the things tt have happened in my daily life...
i truelly miss e first 3 months or even 6 months of Jc1...

n also e Angel n Mortal game i played wif e seniors...
i have got realli gd angel n mortal,n onli did i realised it now...
n so does xs...

i saw e test tube tt my mortal gave me..haha...there is a note inside of course...
it brought back memory of J1,but i think tts e onli note i have kept...
well...

saw e seniors on wed..
feeling like kind of envy them n also not...
envy them of finishing A level...
n not envy them cos their JC life has ended...

i was sad when i didnt get reply from both my angel n mortal..especially my angel who did not take e packet which had been placed in e box for 3 days...
i was not sad just becos of this,but its tt i have realli gd memory of this game,probably becos i n xs both get v gd angel n mortal.so this time,i expect e same thing,but it didnt happen...
tts what disappointed me....

there is maths test tml...but i guess i ll start revising during e break before tt...
hehe...

=)

i was happy after reading xs's reply...
=)
seems like she adapt to the evironment well...
hopefully she will feel e same way when she enters e school....
ahpheeeee....
just clarified with rr,tt "steeped"means saturated,soaked,drenched...tt also means,someone who is involved in something a lot...like reading novels or whatsoever...

repent

As I was reading the article in the issues and ideas on the title of"The Rape Of Nanking",i feel so heavy inside...
its a full 6 n half pages article..
i took some time read it..n of course i was absorbed in it.

In this centuary, we could merely imgaine or even thought about such atrocities,however, it did happened...
so lucky i was not born during tt time.

once heard from a teacher who had travelled to Germany and saw photos of the World War two placed in the first storey of a building, Germans understand the need to repent and always remind themselves of e painful history..
However, Japanese dont...


learnt something from e article tt sounds interesting...
it says:
"Other experts blame the non-christian nature of Janpanese religion,claiming that while christianity puts forth the idea that all humans are brothers-indeed,that all things were created in God's image. Citing such differences,these experts have concluded that some cultures,however sophisticated they become,remain at their core tribal,in that the obligations the individual owes to others within the tribe are very different from those owed to outsiders."

God is a gd God=)

"...because moral obligations in Japanese society were not universal but local and particularized,they could be easily broken on foreign soil."


n there are still many descriptions on the massacre took place in Nanking...

didnt realliread such kinds of article for long time...


hmmmm....
i still have 6 articles to read n do AQT.T
so sad.....

mess

y is my life in such a mess?
i cant understand...