the guardian

This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders. Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased.

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love ! you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.


have had watched the guardian today....its a nice show!n touching!i mean real touching....
i have not been feel like crying after watching many movies,but this particular one touched my heart and i teared....
T.T

"so others may live."

education

Suddenly thought abt the term "education"...
whats e impt thing of education tt parents stress so much upon....
n the ans is v simple...
like what miss claire has said...
education and the certificate is the only thing that parents can give us to guaranttee our future...
isnt tt true?
tts what the parents can do....

well...im a bit confused over whether i should take H3 ...
will i be able to cope?
will i lose the chance and regret it later?

regret?

i had read someone's blog tt says things like "you'll surely regret what u've said and done..." some days earlier and it realli struck me and made me think abt a few things...just feel like writing it down...
i donno whether its what only me will think in this way....

girls wont regret what we have said and done towards relationship....becos we onli let it go when we noe its becoming hopeless and helpless...
we may onli rethink abt it but wont regret abt it...

im just a bit shocked to see this sentence again...n it made me think how e guys think....
do they realli think e girls ll regret or they just say it out of their pride?
hmmm...
thats something i have been ponder over....
well...
i have no comments....

lol...just some random thoughts,not pointing towards anyone=)

smell

i have thought about it a lots of times that we,human beings are actualli quite sensitive towards smell...
whether bad smell or gd ones...
i like it when a person's smell which could actualli put me in a dreaming state.....>.<

just talked to my mom about the 3 days "chalet"....haiz.....seems like my mom s still treating me as a small kid who do not noe how to take care of herself..well...i was quite angry...but experiences has told me that quarrel is nvr a gd solution even if u are right...

i have been experience this pain since last night.....argh.....i feel so bad.....y woman have to suffer this?T.T

hmmm....guess my writing is quite random....
well....it seems always so random...so it should be alright....hehe

smell

i have thought about it a lots of times that we,human beings are actualli quite sensitive towards smell...
whether bad smell or gd ones...
i like it when a person's smell which could actualli put me in a dreaming state.....>.<

just talked to my mom about the 3 days "chalet"....haiz.....seems like my mom s still treating me as a small kid who do not noe how to take care of herself..well...i was quite angry...but experiences has told me that quarrel is nvr a gd solution even if u are right...

i have been experience this pain since last night.....argh.....i feel so bad.....y woman have to suffer this?T.T

hmmm....guess my writing is quite random....
well....it seems always so random...so it should be alright....hehe

smell

i have thought about it a lots of times that we,human beings are actualli quite sensitive towards smell...
whether bad smell or gd ones...
i like it when a person's smell which could actualli put me in a dreaming state.....>.<

just talked to my mom about the 3 days "chalet"....haiz.....seems like my mom s still treating me as a small kid who do not noe how to take care of herself..well...i was quite angry...but experiences has told me that quarrel is nvr a gd solution even if u are right...

i have been experience this pain since last night.....argh.....i feel so bad.....y woman have to suffer this?T.T

hmmm....guess my writing is quite random....
well....it seems always so random...so it should be alright....hehe

post-exam period

sitting in the library....eyes paining...i wanna sleepT.T
today isnt a v happy day at e start...
so many things happened...
im not realli v satisfied with my results for so many people did so well...
well,tts something i guess im too ambitious about,but im just still not used to the feeling of not getting gd results.
n im amazed at myself in handling some stuffs today....(well....this is quite random,not in much relation to the previous saying)
not to mention those in e beginning....
there was this moment i felt so happy n thrilled but
the sudden sadness took over my heart not long after...
all i felt was so helpless...
but thank God,everything s going back to e normal track once more...

lol...finished half way the other time,im now in my home..going to sleep soon....there is spring cleaning tmlT.T.....y y?so bad.....spring cleaning.....then can i still eat breakfast?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

i dont realli noe how im feeling right now...i dont feel tt happy as i imagined i would for getting gd results...i seem like starting to focus more on the process...
its the ability to handle stresses and take on so many things at one go tt makes me so amazed of myself...i donno how i passed the past few months....
there are more to come certainly...but what we can do is to adopt the skill of getting over our failure fast so we can be well prepared when another challenge comes along.
the results definitely make me happy as well for i noe my hardwork has paid off....for both the time i spent on studying and the time i spent on stressing...was realli v stressed before the promo bah....
n i just realised tt elaine prayed for us before phy paper right?n we jumped e same no. of grade compare to block test...=)

lets relax in nov. n start preparing for block test from dec. !


spring cleaning!T.T

Promo over!*im singing*:D

hahahahaha....Exam is over.....*im singing*....:D =x guess some people just got their exam starting....hehe....lol....(oops....sori...im too thrilled le....but then hor,v sad leh....cos tml has two cca s meeting..T.Tdiscussing abt openhouse n mis autumn festival de....>.<....hope i didnt get any words spelled wrongly....or it would be too embarrase le...just after examT.T)

o.o....my intro so long....
today isnt a v "interesting" day....cos i got to school early in the morning as usual then after SPA,i suddenly enlightened by fj today is wednesday...n what does tt mean?i forgot to sign consent form n today is somehow the deadline?so....e result is i went back home to take the form n went to find my parents to sign e form n went back school again...n after i count, im amazed to find out that i spent around 4 hr plus on bus ride altogether today!T.Ttts i sixth of a day leh!>.<....im murdering myself....T.T....n i got so tired i slept all the way through....hmmm....tts something im more happy about lah...cos i have not been sleeping on bus since the start of the promo...o.o

last week after service,i have the sudden urge that i should use what God has given me to bless the others too... what can i do?of course not financially bless others cos i cant do so much...but by helping students in their o level...of course tts a enlightenment by God...n He gave me a direction yesterday....just heard my cousin didnt do very well in his prelim...guess i ll try to offer my help bah....
im feeling so great tt i have Him to give me so many directions n encouragements in life....

to someone who is sleeping on bus now,sleep well!have a nice dream=)hehe.....