post-exam period

sitting in the library....eyes paining...i wanna sleepT.T
today isnt a v happy day at e start...
so many things happened...
im not realli v satisfied with my results for so many people did so well...
well,tts something i guess im too ambitious about,but im just still not used to the feeling of not getting gd results.
n im amazed at myself in handling some stuffs today....(well....this is quite random,not in much relation to the previous saying)
not to mention those in e beginning....
there was this moment i felt so happy n thrilled but
the sudden sadness took over my heart not long after...
all i felt was so helpless...
but thank God,everything s going back to e normal track once more...

lol...finished half way the other time,im now in my home..going to sleep soon....there is spring cleaning tmlT.T.....y y?so bad.....spring cleaning.....then can i still eat breakfast?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

i dont realli noe how im feeling right now...i dont feel tt happy as i imagined i would for getting gd results...i seem like starting to focus more on the process...
its the ability to handle stresses and take on so many things at one go tt makes me so amazed of myself...i donno how i passed the past few months....
there are more to come certainly...but what we can do is to adopt the skill of getting over our failure fast so we can be well prepared when another challenge comes along.
the results definitely make me happy as well for i noe my hardwork has paid off....for both the time i spent on studying and the time i spent on stressing...was realli v stressed before the promo bah....
n i just realised tt elaine prayed for us before phy paper right?n we jumped e same no. of grade compare to block test...=)

lets relax in nov. n start preparing for block test from dec. !


spring cleaning!T.T