jia you...

this Sunday is MOther's day...i went to buy presents for my mom today ...
xs n i went to school in e morning to take attendance before we managed to escape from e school though there r npcc ppl on guards..haha...
we took 171 to go orchard...n we got off at half-way cos she said we took e wrong bus...but we realised 171 goes to orchard!T.T.....since when did she learn this from me??!!
well....
so in e end,i bought one body scrub,one body wash and one body lotion...all for "sleep well" de ...i cant think of any things...but i do noe my mom s v tired every night after work bah...spent quite some today....for even e paper bag cost me 3 dollars...
actualli i felt its quite a failure as daughter when u dont even noe wad r things ur mom want or need....
i wrapped them wif red papers and put into e paper bag...a v nice one wif red ribbon...
ll write her a letter n add a flower bah...
just hope she ll like...donno y...sometimes i just feel i owe my mom a lot....not in terms of money but other things...

Lay hwee msg me in e afternoon asking me to go out tml....but i cant cos i have 4 tests next week...T.T
i appreciate it nevertheless...i have nvr tried to contact them as much......haiz...i feel v sori to hannah also...i rejected her so many times...im a failure in being a friend also..
i should have known no matter how i wish they r well or how much i care for them,if i dont show tt or didnt make them known, its as well like non-exist....


i was reading frenzs' blogs...
haiz...
just feel sad n worried for them...for there r nothing i can do...
even though one of them said im one of e few tt makes him feel better but in this area, i think i can nvr be like david...for so many ppl feel he is able to be depend and ll tell him their problems...

how i wish they can have more happiness...