"welcome to my life."----by who?

fake life or real life?
fake personality or real personality?
fake self or real self?
hmmm...there is actually no clear line drawn between them to my belief...
when we live in daily life, we try to package ourself and appear in our best form in front of others...tts some kind of self-protection?well..maybe to some people...but to the others, its something we r used to do, hence we wont show e emotional side outside...
we onli show e emotional,which is e weaker side in front of ppl we put our whole trust upon...ppl we think we can rely on...because we noe this side is not going to earn us any bonus point from ppl we know, n may even deduct points for our image in their hearts(for example...myself...i hate my emotional side sometimes...)...this side can onli be shown to our closest friends cos we noe they will understand and care and concern and will do the best they can for our interests....

Most of the times, its easy to find someone u feel u can trust...but its hard to find someone who realli try to help u and give u suggestions to a great depth...whr u feel this person s reali for ur good....

hmmm....whr am i heading wif this entry?

its a sad thing to feel tt someone talk to u e way like he needs to talk to u instead of feeling like to talk to u...well...quite confusing...but when tts happen,u will lost e interest to continue talking also bah...

sudden thought...hate and love s two extreme opposite feelings....but when u think it again,u will find tt there s actually a v slight difference between them...u hate someone s also because u love tt person,so when he or she did something,which u feel s unforgivable or makes u feel disappointed,then u hate her or him...the difference between someone u love a lot n someone u mind s onli e extent of hate generated bah...y do i say its hate when tt person s someone u love?because if an unrelated person did something unforgivable,u will onli dislike him or her, n stop going near to him or her...however, hate someone will also means u ll remember tt person....aiya....donno how to explain le....

its kinda a torture to both love and hate someone at e same time bah...
tt also shows how important tt person s to u...

haha....said weird things...sudden inspiration...lol...i also donno which part of my saying s true to my life ,which s imaginary..>.<

maybe everything s cause s just human beings' lack of satisfication....


but i wanna be a significant part in ur life...


should tt be stopped?