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Going China in a few days time...
some people said they so envied me for able to go but i dont feel e sense of excitement...
its not becos e place is China,just becos i dont want to leave Singapore...
hmmm...or to be exact,people here...
although e journey is quite packed with all sorts of thing..but i would rather there r more freetime...so i can go buy stuffs...hmmm...
k bah....i go maple le..

i feel real irritaed now...
i dont want to do anything...
i want to disappear...
i just dont want to do anything in life...

allergy

have had allergy to something n i got rashes all over my body starting from e neck to e toes...
it was such an unbearable experienceT.T
especially last night 12o clock....T.T
T.T
T.T
cried until my eyes were swollen like goldfish in e morning...
i dont quite noe how i fall asleep..
while listening to songs?
hmmm...
n e prayer from u?
lol....
ate mac. in e morning before going to c doc.!
hehe
i waited so long for e doc. even though its a private clinicT.T
but i guess its much better than polyclinic....
but then polyclinic de check more carefully...
i remember e other time i went cos of allergy,e doc. even asked me to do a blood testo.o
lol...
e doc. today gave me an injection on my arm after one look at e rashes.
my arm is like numb....n i feel dizzy.....T.T
v dizzy loh...
n i sleep a lot today...
haha...im onli starting to become less dizzy now...
but i have just eaten my medicine so i think e drowsiness will haunt me again...haha....whatever,at least i can sleep well...
hmmm....
im so happy those rashes r gone!
cos they look horrible!T.T


n another thing,pw is finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!
muhahahaha
i feel so happy for tt
i dont feel a bit shi luo gan leh
lol
so happy for its end
hahaha

guardian

i donno what kind of days shall i call them...
haiz...
just feeling v sad tt one problem settle and another arise...
outside of home and inside of home...
i realli dont feel e warmth at home...
maybe its just like what my mom said bah,i dont treat home as home...
how can it be call a home when ur parents r so busy wif working and u can merely c them...

i have always thank God for giving me tt particular thing which i feel so happy abt...im going to believe Him for His plan..

im feeling quite tired...
feel like sleeping but donno whether i can fall asleep.

watched the guardian for the second time...
so others may live....
its a nice show bah...
i wont let go...