Faith or fear?wad do u choose?

i have created quite a few blogs since last year...the first one s v saddest....second one s quite confusing yet there r some realli funny things....but i didnt manage to keep them..
for this one here...i think i ll just stick to the simple blogskin....guess i ll be able to keep it..i just feel there should be some place for me to "cry out" my feeling sometimes or i ll feel v pressured..
well...school work s certainly getting over me....
im doing my PI...cant differentiate between feasibility and manageability...i noe e literal meaning but i donno what things to put in each one....T.T
how? how? drizzle tried to explain to me but im too blur.....>.<
n still have so many hw....
not to mention phy(i totally ruined my lecture test today),i have not a clue of wad sequence and series is for Maths n there s a test coming....well....the worst should counts for GP....i donno when i can pass it...didnt expect to pass this year...
haiz...
beside all this...MY　WIFE　has gone for camp...she ll be away for 2 weeks!onli 2 days have passed by now n im already getting sad....(lonely...im so lonely...)
no chance of being lame.....T.T
haiz..
n there comes another thing...have anyone read e poem called 错误 by 郑愁予?
well..its a poem which makes me relate to a lots of stuff...i first read it e day after a shocking fact has been made known to me..."我不是归人，是个过客..."everything in life seems to be unpredictable n things may get unreasonable sometimes..
sometimes i ll think i have screwed my life up...
n i ll doubt abt e decisions i have made... “...是美丽的错误...”
any form of addiction s not gd,yet its an addiction which cant be controlled easily..
i may get tired one day for running after a thing without reaching it...n being happy n sad periodically...yet im so addicted to it...tt makes me more tortured...
i may get tired one day...if tt day ll ever come..i think i ll be tired both mentally and psychologically...
as we ppl grow older...we ll tend to face more problems...not onli because more type of things r happening and r uneasy to manage...but also because our thinking r getting more mature n hence sensitive...


wif faith=c e solution
wif fear=c e problem
will i have faith or fear?i wanna live wif faith...
but sometimes i ll be attacked by fear...
i must hold on to faith....guess so...
God has plan for me...
n i ll have to work to e bright side...